secreet admirer

melihat dari jauh.
hanya bisa memandang.
tapi hati berdegup kencang.
ada apa ini?
semakin mendekat,kututupi semuanya.
ku hanya bisa terdiam.
aku yakin, mataku memancarkan rasa ini.
bersamanya aku senang,walaupun sedetik.
stelah dia pergi,aku akan terus mencari.
apa yg kurasakan ini?
tak pernah kurasakan rasa ini lagi sebelumnya.
tak pernah kusangka,rasa seperti ini muncul lagi.
aku seperti baru dikaruniai rasa seperti ini.
aku senang.
ya! senang tapi aku pun takut.
takut akhirnya tak menjadi yg diharapkan.
mungkin memendam lebih baik.
karena aman untuk menCINTAInya.

Quotes

proses

mungkin sekarang adalah titik jenuh.titik dimana merasa cape dengan keadaan yg dialami kemarin-kemarin.sekarang semua rasa itu berubah.rasa yang ga bisa hilang,ternyata sekarang terkikis dengan sendirinya.semua berubah 180 derajat.rasa yang indah dulu,telah terbuang jauh-jauh.tak lg dirasa.karena manis telah menjadi pahit.malah tak ingin diingat kembali.karena kehidupan akan berputar,tak mungkin segalanya tak berubah.pasti ada yang berubah walaupun sedikit.dan perubahan itu yg kualami.semoga semakin membaik.karena ternyata,semua ini adalah proses.ya itulah kehidupan,penuh dengan proses-proses.dan hidup punya pilihan.dari proses kita bisa menghasilkan keputusan dan itulah PILIHAN!

bukan hanya ini kehidupan.kehidupan itu memiliki banyak aspek.mungkin jika ini yang gagal,kita bisa mensukseskan aspek yang lain.jangan mau terpuruk.karena terpuruk sama saja mati.padahal kehidupan itu adalah merasakan sakit maupun senang dari sesuatu yang kita perbuat.tenang,MAHA KUASA ada buat kita.dia tau mana yang terbaik.dan hanya Dia sutradara yang paling perfect dalam membuat film kehidupan.perbanyak doa dan ikhtiar itu yang penting.yakin Tuhan punya rencana yg indah buat kita.Amin.

when you love someone

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ’till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say…“hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

ONYEEEEEEEEEEEET ♥

semarang on vacation

huwaaaaaah.seneng bgt kemarin mudik ga ngerasain macet yg panjang kayak tahu kemarin.Alhamandulillah! diberi kelancaran sama Allah karena ketemu eyang (:
kita berangkat subuh-subuh.dijalan tol,sambil ngelihat matahari muncul.hmm..NICE!





seru deh,diperjalanan ada parade dari setiap desa yg aku lewatin.karena malam itu malam takbiran.yg kayak gini nih ga ada di kota.hehe.sesampainya disemarangpun kita disambuat kembang api yang super seru di simpang lima.suka bgtkembang api!
haaah! besoknya langsung solat ied sama eyaaaang.moment ini yg paling suci dihari kemenangan.




dihari kemenangan ini,kami sekeluarga memakai baju serba putih.tapi si eyang,muncul tiba-tiba pake PINK!! so sweeeeet hahahaha




sorenya,aku samaa kaka langsung wisata kuliner sama sepupuku.muter-muter mall sampe nyobain master burger.





dan,begitupun keesokan harinya.kita wisata kuliner muter-muter.nyobain makanan disana.dan jalan-jalan!

toko oen - toko eskrim dari zaman dulu.eskrimnya kayak ragusa dijakarta


charmy snow ice cream


istana mie-es



palagon city -nyobain mall baru.@jco


sampe iseng-iseng ngeramal di klentem sam pho kong


masjid agung semarang



masih banyak lagi. ada yang makan dipinggiran jalan kaki lima,bayangkan nasi gudeg bertiga habis 97ribooo! yang jualan mau naik haji kayaknya.hahahaha

akhirnya,kita pun pulang kejakarta.4 hari disini sungguh menyenangkan.sampe-sampe naik 4 kg!hahahahaha asiiik genduuuut.tapi sebelum nyampe jakarta,kita mampir dulu ke tempat makan "PESONA LAUT" tempatnya dipinggir pantai.


semoga tahun depan bisa mudik.ketemu eyang lagi.panjang umur ya eyaaaaaang.i love youuuuu :*

nyampah brg sahabatku AAM

emang selalu autis kalo udah ketemu sahabat gue yg satu ini.namanya ilham mauludi.dia yg buat otak gue tercemar kalo udh ym-an malem-malem.hahahhahaha.nah hari ini,gue nemenin dia nonton.dan karena dia baru beli dgcam,makanya ngajak foto mulu.sumpah jadi ababil bgt hari ini gara-gara aam.hahaha.NYAMPAH BGT!

surprise kecil-kecilan buat TARA SEPTIRANI

awalnya bingung bgt mau ngasih apa kesahabatku yang satu ini.abis aku juga ga bisa hadir ke undangannya karena ada acara tertentu.sediiiih ):
akhirnya ketemu ide untuk buat scraap book buat tara.tapi sialnya softwarenya gagal terus untuk diinstall.hal itu yang membuat jadi lama bgt proses pembuatannya.padahal tadi niatnya mau ngasih scraapbook itu pas 00.00 tapi malah gagal gara-gara scrapbook gajadi ):
akupun memutar otak lagi,apa ya yg mau aku kasih buat tara?akhirnya aku dapet ide lagi untuk membuat video amatiran tentang tara.aku ubek-ubek tuh foto di fb-nya (niat) demi mencari foto tara yg sendiri.haha.dalam waktu satu jam setengah aku buru-buru mengerjakan.karena sekarang udh pukul 01.00 itu udah terlambat satu jam.haaaah,makanya menurut aku hasilnya kurang maksimal.finally,jadilah satu video yg biasa bgt.hahaha.maafin gue ya tara,cuma ini yg bisa gue kasih.love you taraaaaaa :*

So maybe you cant rewrite the past,but you ARE the author of your future.
make it BEST SELLER!

98 degrees - MY EVERYTHING

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything.

recommendid film: 500 days summer

asli ini film wajib nonton!!! awesome!



nih sedikit infonya:

(500) Days of Summer
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia


Promotional film poster
Directed by Marc Webb
Produced by Mason Novick
Jessica Tuchinsky
Mark Waters
Steven J. Wolfe
Written by Scott Neustadter
Michael H. Weber
Narrated by Richard McGonagle
Starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Zooey Deschanel
Music by Mychael Danna
Rob Simonsen
Cinematography Eric Steelberg
Editing by Alan Edward Bell
Distributed by Fox Searchlight Pictures
Release date(s) January 17, 2009 (2009-01-17)
(Sundance)
August 7, 2009 (2009-08-07)
Running time 95 minutes
Country United States
Language English
Budget $7.5 million[1][2]
Gross revenue $60,722,734[3]

(500) Days of Summer is a 2009 romantic-drama-comedy film. It was written by Scott Neustadter and Michael H. Weber, directed by Marc Webb, produced by Mark Waters, and stars Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel. The film employs a nonlinear narrative structure, with the story based upon its male protagonist and his memory-driven look at a failed relationship.[4] Principal photography began in April 2008 in Los Angeles, California.

As an independent production, it was picked up for distribution by Fox Searchlight Pictures and premiered at the 2009 Sundance Film Festival. It was a hit with audiences and received a standing ovation at the festival. It later went on wide release in the US on August 7, 2009,[5] on September 2, 2009, in the UK and Ireland, and on September 17, 2009, in Australia.[6]

The film went on to achieve widespread success. It garnered critical acclaim and became a successful "sleeper hit", earning over $60 million in worldwide returns, far exceeding its $7.5 million budget. Many critics lauded the film as one of the best from 2009, seeing it featured in many year end lists and drawing comparisons to other acclaimed films such as Annie Hall, High Fidelity, and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.[4][7][8]

The film also received numerous awards and nominations; including Scott Neustadter and Michael H. Weber receiving the 2009 Satellite Award for Best Original Screenplay and the Independent Spirit Award for Best Screenplay. Notable nominations included two at the 67th Golden Globe Awards, for Best Picture (Musical or Comedy), and a nomination for Joseph Gordon-Levitt for Best Actor (Musical or Comedy)

plotnya:

After it looks as if she's left his life for good this time, Tom Hansen reflects back on the just over one year that he knew Summer Finn. Despite being physically average in almost every respect, Summer had always attracted the attention of men, Tom included. For Tom, it was love at first sight when she walked into the greeting card company where he worked, she the new administrative assistant. Soon, Tom knew that Summer was the woman with whom he wanted to spend the rest of his life. Although Summer did not believe in relationships or boyfriends - in her assertion, real life will always ultimately get in the way - Tom and Summer became more than just friends. Through the trials and tribulations of Tom and Summer's so-called relationship, Tom could always count on the advice of his two best friends, McKenzie and Paul. However, it is Tom's adolescent sister, Rachel, who is his voice of reason. After all is said and done, Tom is the one who ultimately has to make the choice to listen or not. Written by Huggo

pesan yg bisa gue ambil:

cinta yang tulus itu adalah rasa yang tidak harus mengharapkan kembali rasa cinta dari pasangannya.dari menonton film ini,sangat menyadarkan gue betapa butanya gue.belum tentu yang gue pikir akan baik kedepannya,itu akan baik.ternyata dalam hal ini,gue hanya sering mengenang yang baik-baik saja.yang buruk tidak diperhitungkan.padahal Tuhan sudah memberikan sesuatu yang pasti terbaik buat kita
dan gue adalah sosok yang takut sakit (untuk kedua kalinya) padahal rasa sakit itu adalah salah satu contoh kehidupan.dalam hidup pasti ada 2 pilihan.DAN KITA HARUS MEMILIH!

thanks for rahadian fajar iskandar atas recomendnya.semoga happy ending dgn peri kecilnya.amiin (: